Monday, April 4, 2011

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I had my first cup of coffee today accidently. I feel that although I've experienced more life than some 90 year old people.. there are still tiny mundane things I haven't experienced. Case in point, drink coffee. I think I always associated it with the "coffee-breath" everyone has after and just filed that away in my brain as a negative connotation. None the less I feel like I just snorted a fuck ton of speed and I don't enjoy this jittery feeling. But I will say this; it tasted damn good.

I need to work on my god damn website. However this beautiful sliver of summer is making me lazy. I want to enjoy life and the sun. I don't want to sit in a dark lab all day editing away. I don't want to be in a cold darkroom *have I ever said anything like that before?!* printing away, leaving smelling like fix and selenium. I just wanna dress cute. Play in the sun. And possibly lay on the grass in a park and read a book. Because I'm that kinda girl.

I drank a beer on an empty stomach. And I'm still jittery from that stupid coffee drink 5 hours ago. But I'm not hungry. And I'm a poor kid until next week. Ah life.

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