Los Angeles.

I don't know what I'm getting myself into. Either I will succeed greatly.. or fail tremendously. I feel with this opportunity and at this level there is no in between. I hate being in between anyways.

What the fuck is wrong with me. I'm literally shaking. Not like.. crack head shaking. But I'm nervous. Jittery. Hahah I'm such a mess.

A lot of things have been going through my mind lately. Looking at where I was a year ago last year to where I am now. I had so many ups and a lot of downs. I've made great decisions and I've made bad ones. I've learned a lot about myself. I've grown as a human being as well as a photographer. I've found the beauty in life again. Things have been really good. I still have lingering heart ache and jumbled thoughts in my head.. but these are times when we grow.

From San Diego, to Los Angeles, to Reno, to San Francisco, to Palm Springs, to Yucca Valley...

To say I'm overwhelmed is an understatement. But the more I have to sit and think, the more I feel content with the decisions I'm making. It's all happening to fast and pretty much over night. I just hope I don't end up burning up in flames.

I feel I need this change. I have no ties holding me back. And I have nothing to stay here for. I need a change of scenery. I need to wake up and feel inspired again and I hope that this is just a big change that will bring positive outcomes.

I've been looking at a lot of online magazines and spreads. Never in my life have I been so excited about editorial and fashion. Never in my life have I had so many ideas in my head..